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CHAPTER XXIV
Drain to the Loadstone Rock
In such risings of fire and risings of sea--the firm earth shaken by the
rushes of an angry ocean which had now no ebb, but was always on the flow,
higher and higher, to the tenor and wonder of the beholders on the shore--three
years of tempest were consumed. Three more birthdays of little Lucie had
been woven by the golden thread into the peaceful tissue of the life of
her home.
Many a night and many a day had its inmates listened to the echoes
in the corner, with hearts that failed them when they heard the thronging
feet. For, the footsteps had become to their minds as the footsteps of
a people, tumultuous under a red flag and with their country declared in
danger, changed into wild beasts, by terrible enchantment long persisted
in.
Monseigneur, as a class, had dissociated himself from the phenomenon
of his not being appreciated: of his being so little wanted in France,
as to incur considerable danger of receiving his dismissal from it, and
this life together. Like the fabled rustic who raised the Devil with infinite
pains, and was so terrified at the sight of him that he could ask the Enemy
no question, but immediately fled; so, Monseigneur, after boldly reading
the Lord's Prayer backwards for a great number of years, and performing
many other potent spells for compelling the Evil One, no sooner beheld
him in his terrors than he took to his noble heels.
The shining Bull's Eye of the Court was gone, or it would have
been the mark for a hurricane of national bullets. It had never been a
good eye to see with--had long had the mote in it of Lucifer's pride, Sardanapalus's
luxury, and a mole's blindness--but it had dropped out and was gone. The
Court, from that exclusive inner circle to its outermost rotten ring of
intrigue, corruption, and dissimulation, was all gone together. Royalty
was gone; had been besieged in its Palace and `suspended,' when the last
tidings came over.
The August of the year one thousand seven hundred and ninety-two
was come, and Monseigneur was by this time scattered far and wide.
As was natural, the head-quarters and great gathering-place of
Monseigneur, in London, was Tellson's Bank. Spirits are supposed to haunt
the places where their bodies most resorted, and Monseigneur without a
guinea haunted the spot where his guineas used to be. Moreover, it was
the spot to which such French intelligence as was most to be relied upon,
came quickest. Again: Tellson's was a munificent house, and extended great
liberality to old customers who had fallen from their high estate. Again:
those nobles who had seen the coming storm in time, and anticipating plunder
or confiscation, had made provident remittances to Tellson's, were always
to be heard of there by their needy brethren. To which it must be added
that every new comer from France reported himself and his tidings at Tellson's,
almost as a matter of course. For such variety of reasons, Tellson's was
at that time, as to French intelligence, a kind of High Exchange; and this
was so well known to the public, and the inquiries made there were in consequence
so numerous, that Tellson's sometimes wrote the latest news out in a line
or so and posted it in the Bank windows, for all who ran through Temple
Bar to read.
On a steaming, misty afternoon, Mr. Lorry sat at his desk, and
Charles Darnay stood leaning on it, talking with him in a low voice. The
penitential den once set apart for interviews with the House, was now the
news-Exchange, and was filled to overflowing. It was within half an hour
or so of the time of closing.
`But, although you are the youngest man that ever lived,' said
Charles Darnay, rather hesitating, `I must still suggest to you---'
`I understand. That I am too old?' said Mr. Lorry.
`Unsettled weather, a long journey, uncertain means of travelling,
a disorganised country, a city that may not be even safe for you.'
`My dear Charles,' said Mr. Lorry, with cheerful confidence, you
touch some of the reasons for my going: not for my staying away. It is
safe enough for me; nobody will care to interfere with an old fellow of
hard upon four-score when there are so many people there much better worth
interfering with. As to its being a disorganised city, if it were not a
disorganised city there would be no occasion to send somebody from our
House here to our House there, who knows the city and the business, of
old, and is in Tellson's confidence. As to the uncertain travelling, the
long journey, and the winter weather, if I were not prepared to submit
myself to a few inconveniences for the sake of Tellson's, after all these
years, who ought to be?'
`I wish I were going myself,' said Charles Darnay, somewhat restlessly,
and like one thinking aloud.
`Indeed! You are a pretty fellow to object and advise!' exclaimed
Mr. Lorry. `You wish you were going yourself? And you a Frenchman born?
You are a wise counsellor.'
`My dear Mr. Lorry, it is because I am a Frenchman born, that
the thought (which I did not mean to utter here, however) has passed through
my mind often. One cannot help thinking, having had some sympathy for the
miserable people, and having abandoned something to them,' he spoke here
in his former thoughtful manner, `that one might be listened to, and might
have the power to persuade to some restraint. Only last night, after you
had left us, when I was talking to Lucie---'
`When you were talking to Lucie,' Mr. Lorry repeated. `Yes. I
wonder you are not ashamed to mention the name of Lucie! Wishing you were
going to France at this time of day!'
`However, I am not going,' said Charles Darnay, with a smile.
`It is more to the purpose that you say you are.'
`And I am, in plain reality. The truth is, my dear Charles,' Mr.
Lorry glanced at the distant House, and lowered his voice, `you can have
no conception of the difficulty with which our business is transacted,
and of the peril in which our books and papers over yonder are involved.
The Lord above knows what the compromising consequences would be to numbers
of people, if some of our documents were seized or destroyed; and they
might be, at any time, you know, for who can say that Paris is not set
a-fire to-day, or sacked to-morrow! Now, a judicious selection from these
with the least possible delay, and the burying of them, or otherwise getting
of them out of harm's way, is within the power (without loss of precious
time) of scarcely any one but myself, if any one. And shall I hang back,
when Tellson's knows this and says this--Tellson's, whose bread I have
eaten these sixty years--because I am a little stiff about the joints?
Why, I am a boy, sir, to half a dozen old codgers here!'
`How I admire the gallantry of your youthful spirit, Mr. Lorry.'
`Tut! Nonsense, sir!--And, my dear Charles,' said Mr. Lorry, glancing
at the House again, `you are to remember, that getting things out of Paris
at this present time, no matter what things, is next to an impossibility.
Papers and precious matters were this very day brought to us here (I speak
in strict confidence; it is not business-like to whisper it, even to you),
by the strangest bearers you cap imagine, every one of whom had his head
hanging on by a single hair as he passed the Barriers. At another time,
our parcels would come and go, as easily as in business-like Old England;
but now, everything is stopped.'
`And do you really go to-night?'
`I really go to-night, for the case has become too pressing to
admit of delay.'
`And do you take no one with you?'
`All sorts of people have been proposed to me, but I will have
nothing to say to any of them. I intend to take Jerry. Jerry has been my
body-guard on Sunday nights for a long time past, and I am used to him.
Nobody will suspect Jerry of being anything but an English bull-dog, or
of having any design in his head but to fly at anybody who touches his
master.'
`I must say again that I heartily admire your gallantry and youthfulness.'
`I must say again, nonsense, nonsense! When I have executed this
little commission, I shall, perhaps, accept Tellson's proposal to retire
and live at my ease. Time enough, then, to think about growing old.'
This dialogue had taken place at Mr. Lorry's usual desk, with
Monseigneur swarming within a yard or two of it, boastful of what he would
do to avenge himself on the rascal-people before long. It was too much
the way of Monseigneur under his reverses as a refugee, and it was much
too much the way of native British orthodoxy, to talk of this terrible
Revolution as if it were the one only harvest ever known under the skies
that had not been sown--as if nothing had ever been done, or omitted to
be done, that had led to it--as if observers of the wretched millions in
France, and of the misused and perverted resources that should have made
them prosperous, had not seen it inevitably coming, years before, and had
not in plain words recorded what they saw. Such vapouring, combined with
the extravagant plots of Monseigneur for the restoration of a state of
things that had utterly exhausted itself, and worn out Heaven and earth
as well as itself, was hard to be endured without some remonstrance by
any sane man who knew the truth. And it was such vapouring all about his
ears, like a troublesome confusion of blood in his own head, added to a
latent uneasiness in his mind, which had already made Charles Darnay restless,
and which still kept him so.
Among the talkers, was Stryver, of the King's Bench Bar, far on
his way to state promotion, and, therefore, loud on the theme: broaching
to Monseigneur, his devices for blowing the people up and exterminating
them from the face of the earth, and doing without them: and for accomplishing
many similar objects akin in their nature to the abolition of eagles by
sprinkling salt on the tails of the race. Him, Darnay heard with a particular
feeling of objection; and Darnay stood divided between going away that
he might hear no more, and remaining to interpose his word, when the thing
that was to be went on to shape itself out.
The House approached Mr. Lorry, and laying a soiled and unopened
letter before him, asked if he had yet discovered any traces of the person
to whom it was addressed? The House laid the letter down so close to Darnay
that he saw the direction--the more quickly because it was his own right
name. The address, turned into English, ran:
`Very pressing. To Monsieur heretofore the Marquis St. Evrémonde,
of France. Confided to the cares of Messrs. Tellson and Go., Bankers, London,
England.'
On the marriage morning, Dr. Manette had made it his one urgent
and express request to Charles Darnay, that the secret of this name should
be--unless he, the Doctor, dissolved the obligation--kept inviolate between
them. Nobody else knew it to be his name; his own wife had no suspicion
of the fact; Mr. Lorry could have none.
`No,' said Mr. Lorry, in reply to the House; `I have referred
it, I think, to everybody now here, and no one can tell me where this gentleman
is to be found.'
The hands of the clock verging upon the hour of closing the Bank,
there was a general set of the current of talkers past Mr. Lorry's desk.
He held the letter out inquiringly; and Monseigneur looked at it, in the
person of this plotting and indignant refugee; and Monseigneur looked at
it, in the person of that plotting and indignant refugee; and This, That,
and The Other, all had something disparaging to say, in French or in English,
concerning the Marquis who was not to be found.
`Nephew, I believe--but in any case degenerate successor--of the
polished Marquis who was murdered,' said one. `Happy to say, I never knew
him.'
`A craven who abandoned his post,' said another--this Monseigneur
had been got out of Paris, legs uppermost and half suffocated, in a load
of hay--`some years ago.'
`Infected with the new doctrines,' said a third, eyeing the direction
through his glass in passing; `set himself in opposition to the last Marquis,
abandoned the estates when he inherited them, and left them to the ruffian
herd. They will recompense him now, I hope, as he deserves.'
`Hey?' cried the blatant Stryver. `Did he though? Is that the
sort of fellow? Let us look at his infamous name. D--n the fellow!'
Darnay, unable to restrain himself any longer, touched Mr. Stryver
on the shoulder, and said:
`I know the fellow.'
`Do you, by Jupiter?' said Stryver. `I am sorry for it.'
`Why?'
`Why, Mr. Darnay? D'ye hear what he did? Don't ask, why, in these
times.'
`But I do ask why.'
`Then I tell you again, Mr. Darnay, I am sorry for it. I am sorry
to hear you putting any such extraordinary questions. Here is a fellow,
who, infected by the most pestilent and blasphemous code of devilry that
ever was known, abandoned his property to the vilest scum of the earth
that ever did murder by wholesale, and you ask me why I am sorry that a
man who instructs youth knows him? Well, but I'll answer you. I am sorry
because I believe there is contamination in such a scoundrel. That's why.'
Mindful of the secret, Darnay with great difficulty checked himself,
and said: `You may not understand the gentleman.'
`I understand how to put you in a corner, Mr. Darnay,'
said Bully Stryver, `and I'll do it. If this fellow is a gentleman, I don't
understand him. You may tell him so, with my compliments. You may also
tell him, from me, that after abandoning his worldly goods and position
to this butcherly mob, I wonder he is not at the head of them. But, no,
gentlemen,' said Stryver, looking all round, and snapping his fingers,
`I know something of human nature, and I tell you that you'll never find
a fellow like this fellow, trusting himself to the mercies of such precious
protégés. No, gentlemen; he'll always show `em a clean
pair of heels very early in the scuffle, and sneak away.'
With those words, and a final snap of his fingers, Mr. Stryver
shouldered himself into Fleet-street, amidst the general approbation of
his hearers. Mr. Lorry and Charles Darnay were left alone at the desk,
in the general departure from the Bank.
`Will you take charge of the letter?' said Mr. Lorry. `You know
where to deliver it?'
`I do.'
`Will you undertake to explain, that we suppose it to have been
addressed here, on the chance of our knowing where to forward it, and that
it has been here some time?'
`I will do so. Do you start for Paris from here?'
`From here, at eight.'
`I will come back, to see you off.'
Very ill at ease with himself, and with Stryver and most other
men, Darnay made the best of his way into the quiet of the Temple, opened
the letter, and read it. These were its contents:
`Prison of the Abbaye, Paris.
June 21, 1792.
MONSIEUR HERETOFORE THE MARQUIS,
`After having long been in danger of my life at the hands of the
village, I have been seized, with great violence and indignity, and brought
a long journey on foot to Paris. On the road I have suffered a great deal.
Nor is that all; my house has been destroyed--razed to the ground.
`The crime for which I am imprisoned, Monsieur heretofore the
Marquis, and for which I shall be summoned before the tribunal, and shall
lose my life (without your so generous help), is, they tell me, treason
against the majesty of the people, in that I have acted against them for
an emigrant. It is in vain I represent that I have acted for them, and
not against, according to your commands. It is in vain I represent that,
before the sequestration of emigrant property, I had remitted the imposts
they had ceased to pay; that I had collected no rent; that I had had recourse
to no process. The only response is, that I have acted for an emigrant,
and where is that emigrant?
`Ah! most gracious Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, where is that
emigrant? I cry in my sleep where is he? I demand of Heaven, will he not
come to deliver me? No answer. Ah Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I send
my desolate cry across the sea, hoping it may perhaps reach your ears through
the great bank of Tilson known at Paris!
`For the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the honour
of your noble name, I supplicate you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis,
to succour and release me. My fault is, that I have been true to you. Oh
Monsieur heretofore the Marquis, I pray you be you true to me!
`From this prison here of horror, whence I every hour tend nearer
and nearer to destruction, I send you, Monsieur heretofore the Marquis,
the assurance of my dolorous and unhappy service.
`Your afflicted
`GABELLE'
The latent uneasiness in Darnay's mind was roused to vigorous life by this
letter. The peril of an old servant and a good one, whose only crime was
fidelity to himself and his family, stared him so reproachfully in the
face, that, as he walked to and fro in the Temple considering what to do,
he almost hid his face from the passers-by.
He knew very well, that in his horror of the deed which had culminated
the bad deeds and bad reputation of the old family house, in his resentful
suspicions of his uncle, and in the aversion with which his conscience
regarded the crumbling fabric that he was supposed to uphold, he had acted
imperfectly. He knew very well, that in his love for Lucie, his renunciation
of his social place, though by no means new to his own mind, had been hurried
and incomplete. He knew that he ought to have systematically worked it
out and supervised it, and that he had meant to do it, and that it had
never been done.
The happiness of his own chosen English home, the necessity of
being always actively employed, the swift changes and troubles of the time
which had followed on one another so fast, that the events of this week
annihilated the immature plans of last week, and the events of the week
following made all new again; he knew very well, that to the force of these
circumstances he had yielded :--not without disquiet, but still without
continuous and accumulating resistance. That he had watched the times for
a time of action, and that they had shifted and struggled until the time
had gone by, and the nobility were trooping from France by every highway
and byway, and their property was in course of confiscation and destruction,
and their very names were blotting out, was as well known to himself as
it could be to any new authority in France that might impeach him for it.
But, he had oppressed no man, he had imprisoned no man; he was
so far from having harshly exacted payment of his dues, that he had relinquished
them of his own will, thrown himself on a world with no favour in it, won
his own private place there, and earned his own bread. Monsieur Gabelle
had held the impoverished and involved estate on written instructions,
to spare the people, to give them what little there was to give--such fuel
as the heavy creditors would let them have in the winter, and such produce
as could be saved from the same grip in the summer--and no doubt he had
put the fact in plea and proof, for his own safety, so that it could not
but appear now.
This favoured the desperate resolution Charles Darnay had begun
to make, that he would go to Paris.
Yes. Like the mariner in the old story, the winds and streams
had driven him within the influence of the Loadstone Rock, and it was drawing
him to itself, and he must go. Everything that arose before his mind drifted
him on, faster and faster, more and more steadily, to the terrible attraction.
His latent uneasiness had been, that bad aims were being worked out in
his own unhappy land by bad instruments, and that he who could not fail
to know that he was better than they, was not there, trying to do something
to stay bloodshed, and assert the claims of mercy and humanity. With this
uneasiness half stifled, and half reproaching him, he had been brought
to the pointed comparison of himself with the brave old gentleman in whom
duty was so strong; upon that comparison (injurious to himself) had instantly
followed the sneers of Monseigneur, which had stung him bitterly, and those
of Stryver, which above all were coarse and galling, for old reasons. Upon
those, had followed Gabelle's letter: the appeal of an innocent prisoner,
in danger of death, to his justice, honour, and good name.
His resolution was made. He must go to Paris.
Yes. The Loadstone Rock was drawing him, and he must sail on,
until he struck. He knew of no rock; he saw hardly any danger. The intention
with which he had done what he had done, even although he had left it incomplete,
presented it before him in an aspect that would be gratefully acknowledged
in France on his presenting himself to assert it. Then, that glorious vision
of doing good, which is so often the sanguine mirage of so many good minds,
arose before him, and he even saw himself in the illusion with some influence
to guide this raging Revolution that was running so fearfully wild.
As he walked to and fro with his resolution made, he considered
that neither Lucie nor her father must know of it until he was gone. Lucie
should be spared the pain of separation; and her father, always reluctant
to turn his thoughts towards the dangerous ground of old, should come to
the knowledge of the step, as a step taken, and not in the balance of suspense
and doubt. How much of the incompleteness of his situation was referable
to her father, through the painful anxiety to avoid reviving old associations
of France in his mind, he did not discuss with himself. But, that circumstance
too, had had its influence in his course.
He walked to and fro, with thoughts very busy, until it was time
to return to Tellson's and take leave of Mr. Lorry. As soon as he arrived
in Paris he would present himself to this old friend, but he must say nothing
of his intention now.
A carriage with post-horses was ready at the Bank door, and Jerry
was booted and equipped.
`I have delivered that letter,' said Charles Darnay to Mr. Lorry.
`I would not consent to your being charged with any written answer, but
perhaps you will take a verbal one?'
`That I will, and readily,' said Mr. Lorry, `if it is not dangerous.'
`Not at all. Though it is to a prisoner in the Abbaye.'
`What is his name?' said Mr. Lorry, with his open pocket-book
in his hand.
`Gabelle.'
`Gabelle. And what is the message to the unfortunate Gabelle in
prison?'
`Simply, "that he has received the letter, and will come."'
`Any time mentioned?'
`He will start upon his journey to-morrow night.'
`Any person mentioned?'
`No.'
He helped Mr. Lorry to wrap himself in a number of coats and cloaks,
and went out with him from the warm atmosphere of the old Bank, into the
misty air of Fleet-street. `My love to Lucie, and to little Lucie,' said
Mr. Lorry at parting, `and take precious care of them till I come back.'
Charles Darnay shook his head and doubtfully smiled, as the carriage rolled
away.
That night--it was the fourteenth of August--he sat up late, and
wrote two fervent letters; one was to Lucie, explaining the strong obligation
he was under to go to Paris, and showing her, at length, the reasons that
he had, for feeling confident that he could become involved in no personal
danger there; the other was to the Doctor, confiding Lucie and their dear
child to his care, and dwelling on the same topics with the strongest assurances.
To both, he wrote that he would despatch letters in proof of his safety,
immediately after his arrival.
It was a hard day, that day of being among them, with the first
reservation of their joint lives on his mind. It was a hard matter to preserve
the innocent deceit of which they were profoundly unsuspicious. But, an
affectionate glance at his wife, so happy and busy, made him resolute not
to tell her what impended (he had been half moved to do it, so strange
it was to him to act in anything without her quiet aid), and the day passed
quickly away. Early in the evening he embraced her, and her scarcely less
dear namesake, pretending that he would return by-and-by (an imaginary
engagement took him out, and he had secreted a valise of clothes ready),
and so he emerged into the heavy mist of the heavy streets, with a heavier
heart.
The unseen force was drawing him fast to itself, now, and all
the tides and winds were setting straight and strong towards it. He left
his two letters with a trusty porter, to be delivered half an hour before
midnight, and no sooner; took horse for Dover; and began his journey. `For
the love of Heaven, of justice, of generosity, of the honour of your noble
name!' was the poor prisoner's cry with which he strengthened his sinking
heart, as he left all that was dear on earth behind him, and floated away
for the Loadstone Rock.
THE END OF THE SECOND BOOK
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