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CHAPTER XII
Darkness
SYDNEY CARTON paused in the street, not quite decided where to go. `At
Tellson's banking-house at nine,' he said, with a musing face. `Shall I
do well, in the mean time, to show myself? I think so. It is best that
these people should know there is such a man as I here; it is a sound precaution,
and may be a necessary preparation. But care, care, care! Let me think
it out!'
Checking his steps, which had begun to tend towards an object,
he took a turn or two in the already darkening street, and traced the thought
in his mind to its possible consequences. His first impression was confirmed.
`It is best,' he said, finally resolved, `that these people should know
there is such a man as I here.' And he turned his face towards Saint Antoine.
Defarge had described himself, that day, as the keeper of a wine-shop
in the Saint Antoine suburb. It was not difficult for one who knew the
city well, to find his house without asking any question. Having ascertained
its situation, Carton came out of those closer streets again, and dined
at a place of refreshment and fell sound asleep after dinner. For the first
time in many years, he had no strong drink. Since last night he had taken
nothing but a little light thin wine, and last night he had dropped the
brandy slowly down on Mr. Lorry's hearth like a man who had done with it.
It was as late as seven o'clock when he awoke refreshed, and went
out into the streets again. As he passed along towards Saint Antoine, he
stopped at a shop-window where there was a mirror, and slightly altered
the disordered arrangement of his loose cravat, and his coat-collar, and
his wild hair. This done, he went on direct to Defarge's, and went in.
There happened to be no customer in the shop but Jacques Three,
of the restless fingers and the croaking voice. This man, whom he had seen
upon the Jury, stood drinking at the little counter, in conversation with
the Defarges, man and wife. The Vengeance assisted in the conversation,
like a regular member of the establishment.
As Carton walked in, took his seat and asked (in very indifferent
French) for a small measure of wine, Madame Defarge cast a careless glance
at him, and then a keener, and then a keener, and then advanced to him
herself, and asked him what it was he had ordered.
He repeated what he had already said.
`English?' asked Madame Defarge, inquisitively raising her dark
eyebrows.
After looking at her, as if the sound of even a single French
word were slow to express itself to him, he answered, in his former strong
foreign accent, `Yes, madame, yes. I am English!'
Madame Defarge returned to her counter to get the wine, and, as
he took up a Jacobin journal and feigned to pore over it puzzling out its
meaning, he heard her say, `I swear to you, like Evrémonde!'
Defarge brought him the wine, and gave him Good Evening.
`How?'
`Good evening.'
`Oh! Good evening, citizen,' filling his glass. `Ah! and good
wine. I drink to the Republic.'
Defarge went back to the counter, and said, `Certainly, a little
like.' Madame sternly retorted, `I tell you a good deal like.' Jacques
Three pacifically remarked, `He is so much in your mind, see you, madame.'
The amiable Vengeance added, with a laugh, `Yes, my faith! And you are
looking forward with so much pleasure to seeing him once more to-morrow!'
Carton followed the lines and words of his paper, with a slow
forefinger, and with a studious and absorbed face. They were all leaning
their arms on the counter close together, speaking low. After a silence
of a few moments, during which they all looked towards him without disturbing
his outward attention from the Jacobin editor, they resumed their conversation.
`It is true what madame says,' observed Jacques Three. `Why stop?
There is great force in that. Why stop?'
`Well, well,' reasoned Defarge, `but one must stop somewhere.
After all, the question is still where?'
`At extermination,' said madame.
`Magnificent!' croaked Jacques Three. The Vengeance, also, highly
approved.
`Extermination is good doctrine, my wife,' said Defarge, rather
troubled; `in general, I say nothing against it. But this Doctor has suffered
much; you have seen him to-day; you have observed his face when the paper
was read.'
`I have observed his face!' repeated madame, contemptuously and
angrily. `Yes. I have observed his face. I have observed his face to be
not the face of a true friend of the Republic. Let him take care of his
face!'
`And you have observed, my wife,' said Defarge, in a deprecatory
manner, `the anguish of his daughter, which must be a dreadful anguish
to him!'
`I have observed his daughter,' repeated madame; `yes, I have
observed his daughter, more times than one. I have observed her to-day,
and I have observed her other days. I have observed her in the court, and
I have observed her in the street by the prison. Let me but lift my finger---!'
She seemed to raise it (the listener's eyes were always on his paper),
and to let it fall with a rattle on the ledge before her, as if the axe
had dropped.
`The citizeness is superb!' croaked the Juryman.
`She is an Angel!' said The Vengeance, and embraced her.
`As to thee,' pursued madame, implacably, addressing her husband,
`if it depended on thee--which, happily, it does not--thou wouldst rescue
this man even now.
`No!' protested Defarge. `Not if to lift this glass would do it!
But I would leave the matter there. I say, stop there.'
`See you then, Jacques,' said Madame Defarge, wrathfully; `and
see you, too, my little Vengeance; see you both! Listen! For other crimes
as tyrants and oppressors, I have this race a long time on my register,
doomed to destruction and extermination. Ask my husband, is that so.'
`It is so,' assented Defarge, without being asked.
`In the beginning of the great days, when the Bastille falls,
he finds this paper of to-day, and he brings it home, and in the middle
of the night when this place is clear and shut, we read it, here on this
spot, by the light of this lamp. Ask him, is that so.'
`It is so,' assented Defarge.
`That night, I tell him, when the paper is read through, and the
lamp is burnt out, and the day is gleaming in above those shutters and
between those iron bars, that I have now a secret to communicate. Ask him,
is that so.'
`It is so,' assented Defarge again.
`I communicate to him that secret. I smite this bosom with these
two hands as I smite it now, and I tell him, "Defarge, I was brought up
among the fishermen of the sea-shore, and that peasant family so injured
by the two Evrémonde brothers, as that Bastille paper describes,
is my family. Defarge, that sister of the mortally wounded boy upon the
ground was my sister, that husband was my sister's husband, that unborn
child was their child, that brother was my brother, that father was my
father, those dead are my dead, and that summons to answer for those things
descends to me!" Ask him, is that so.'
`It is so,' assented Defarge once more.
`Then tell Wind and Fire where to stop,' returned madame; `but
don't tell me.'
Both her hearers derived a horrible enjoyment from the deadly
nature of her wrath--the listener could feel how white she was, without
seeing her--and both highly commended it. Defarge, a weak minority, interposed
a few words for the memory of the compassionate wife of the Marquis; but
only elicited from his own wife a repetition of her last reply. `Tell the
Wind and the Fire where to stop; not me!'
Customers entered, and the group was broken up. The English customer
paid for what he had had, perplexedly counted his change, and asked, as
a stranger, to be directed towards the National Palace. Madame Defarge
took him to the door, and put her arm on his, in pointing out the road.
The English customer was not without his reflections then, that it might
be a good deed to seize that arm, lilt it, and strike under it sharp and
deep.
But, he went his way, and was soon swallowed up in the shadow
of the prison wall. At the appointed hour, he emerged from it to present
himself in Mr. Lorry's room again, where he found the old gentleman walking
to and fro in restless anxiety. He said he had been with Lucie until just
now, and had only left her for a few minutes, to come and keep his appointment.
Her father had not been seen, since he quitted the banking house towards
four o'clock. She had some faint hopes that his mediation might save Charles,
but they were very slight. He had been more than five hours gone: where
could he be?
Mr. Lorry waited until ten; but, Doctor Manette not returning,
and he being unwilling to leave Lucie any longer, it was arranged that
he should go back to her, and come to the banking-house again at midnight.
In the meanwhile, Carton would wait alone by the fire for the Doctor. He
waited and waited, and the clock struck twelve; but Doctor Manette did
not come back. Mr. Lorry returned, and found no tidings of him, and brought
none. Where could he be?
They were discussing this question, and were almost building up
some weak structure of hope on his prolonged absence, when they heard him
on the stairs. The instant he entered the room, it was plain that all was
lost.
Whether he had really been to any one, or whether he had been
all that time traversing the streets, was never known. As he stood staring
at them, they asked him no question, for his face told them everything.
`I cannot find it,' said he, `and I must have it. Where is it?'
His head and throat were bare, and, as he spoke with a helpless
look straying all around, he took his coat off, and let it drop on the
floor.
`Where is my bench? I have been looking everywhere for my bench,
and I can't find it. What have they, done with my work? Time presses: I
must finish those shoes.
They looked at one another, and their hearts died within them.
`Come, come!' said he, in a whimpering miserable way; `let me
get to work. Give me my work.'
Receiving no answer, he tore his hair, and beat his feet upon
the ground, like a distracted child.
`Don't torture a poor forlorn wretch,' he implored them, with
a dreadful cry; `but give me my work! What is to become of us, if those
shoes are not done to-night?'
Lost, utterly lost!
It was so clearly beyond hope to reason with him, or try to restore
him,--that--as if by agreement--they each put a hand upon his shoulder,
and soothed him to sit down before the fire, with a promise that he should
have his work presently. He sank into the chair, and brooded over the embers,
and shed tears. As if all that had happened since the garret time were
a momentary fancy, or a dream, Mr. Lorry saw him shrink into the exact
figure that Defarge had had in keeping.
Affected, and impressed with terror as they both were, by this
spectacle of ruin, it was not a time to yield to such emotions. His lonely
daughter, bereft of her final hope and reliance, appealed to them both
too strongly. Again, as if by agreement, they looked at one another with
one meaning in their faces. Carton was the first to speak:
`The last chance is gone: It was not much. Yes; he had better
be taken to her. But, before you go, will you, for a moment, steadily attend
to me? Don't ask me why I make the stipulations I am going to make, and
exact the promise I am going to exact; I have a reason--a good one.'
`I do not doubt it,' answered Mr. Lorry. `Say on.'
The figure in the chair between them, was all the time monotonously
rocking itself to and fro, and moaning. They spoke in such a tone as they
would have used if they had been watching by a sick-bed in tile night.
Carton stooped to pick up the coat, which lay almost entangling
his feet. As he did so, a small case in which the Doctor was accustomed
to carry the list of his day's duties, fell lightly on the floor. Carton
took it up, and there was a folded paper in it. `We should look at this!'
he said. Mr. Lorry nodded his consent. He opened it, and exclaimed,
`Thank GOD'
`What is it?' asked Mr. Lorry, eagerly.
`A moment! Let me speak of it in its place. First,' he put his
hand in his coat, and took another paper from it, `that is the certificate
which enables me to pass out of this city. Look at it. You see--Sydney
Carton, an Englishman?'
Mr. Lorry held it open in his hand, gazing in his earnest face.
`Keep it for me until to-morrow. I shall see him to-morrow, you
remember; and I had better not take it into the prison.'
`Why not?'
`I don't know; I prefer not to do so. Now, take this paper that
Doctor Manette has carried about him. It is a similar certificate, enabling
him and his daughter and her child at any time, to pass the barrier and
the frontier? You see?"
`Yes!'
`Perhaps he obtained it as his last and utmost precaution against
evil, yesterday. When is it dated? But no matter; don't stay to look; put
it up carefully wit!, mine and your own. Now, observe! I never doubted
until within this hour or two, tat he had, or could have such a paper.
It is good, until recalled. But it may be soon recalled, and, I have reason
to think, will be.'
`They are not in danger?'
`They are in great danger. They are in danger of denunciation
by Madame Defarge. I know it from her own lips. I have overheard words
of that woman's, to-night, which have presented their danger to me in strong
colours. I have lost no time, and since then, I have seen the spy. He confirms
me. He knows that a wood-sawyer, living by the prison-wall, is under the
control of the Defarges, and has been rehearsed by Madame Defarge as to
his having seen Her'--he never mentioned Lucie's name--'making signs and
signals to prisoners. It is easy to foresee that the pretence will be the
common one, a prison plot, and that it will involve her life--and perhaps
her child's--and perhaps her father's--for both have been seen with her
at that place. Don't look so horrified. You will save them all.'
`Heaven grant I may, Carton! But how?'
`I am going to tell you how. It will depend on you, and it could
depend on no better man. This new denunciation will certainly not take
place until after to-morrow; probably not until two or three days afterwards;
more probably a week afterwards. You know it is a capital crime, to mourn
for, or sympathise with, a victim of the Guillotine. She and her father
would unquestionably be guilty of this crime, and this woman (the inveteracy
of whose pursuit cannot be described) would wait to add that strength to
her case, and make herself doubly sure. You follow me?'
`So attentively, and with so much confidence in what you say,
that for the moment I lose sight,' touching the back of the Doctor's chair,
`even of this distress.'
`You have money, and can buy the means of travelling to tile Sea-coast
as quickly as the journey can be made. Your preparations have been completed
for some days, to return to England. Early to-morrow have your horses ready,
so that they may be in starting trim at two o'clock in the afternoon.'
`It shall be done!'
His manner was so fervent and inspiring, that Mr. Lorry caught
the flame, and was as quick as youth.
`You are a noble heart. Did I say we could depend upon no better
man? Tell her, to-night, what you know of her danger as involving her child
and her father. Dwell upon that, for she would lay her own fair head beside
her husband's cheerfully.' He faltered for an instant; then went on as
before. `For the sake of her child and her father, press upon her the necessity
of leaving Paris, with them and you, at that hour. Tell her that it was
her husband's last arrangement. Tell her that more depends upon it than
she dare believe, or hope. You think that her father, even in this sad
state, will submit himself to her; do you not?'
`I am sure of it.'
`I thought so. Quietly and steadily have all these arrangements
made in the court-yard here, even to the taking of your own seat in the
carriage. The moment I come to you, take me in, and drive away.'
`I understand that I wait for you under all circumstances?'
`You have my certificate in your hand with the rest, you know,
and will reserve my place. Wait for nothing but to have my place occupied,
and then for England!'
`Why, then,' said Mr. Lorry, grasping his eager but so firm and
steady hand, `it does not all depend on one old man, but I shall have a
young and ardent man at my side.'
`By the help of Heaven you shall! Promise me solemnly that nothing
will influence you to alter the course on which we now stand pledged to
one another.'
`Nothing, Carton.'
`Remember these words to-morrow: change the course, or delay in
it--for any reason--and no life can possibly be saved, and many lives must
inevitably be sacrificed.'
`I will remember them. I hope to do my part faithfully.' `And
I hope to do mine. Now, good-bye!'
Though he said it with a grave smile of earnestness, and though
lie even put the old man's hand to his lips, he did not part from him then.
He helped him so far to arouse the rocking figure before the dying embers,
as to get a cloak and hat put upon it, and to tempt it forth to find where
the bench and work were hidden that it still moaningly besought to have.
He walked on the other side of it and protected it to the court-yard of
the house where the afflicted heart--so happy in the memorable time when
he had revealed his own desolate heart to it--outwatched the awful night.
He entered the court-yard and remained there for a few moments alone, loping
up at the light in the window of her room. Before he went away, he breathed
a blessing towards it, and a Farewell.
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